onecrazymother ([info]onecrazymother) wrote,
@ 2008-02-05 11:49:00
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South Beach Day Two
I managed to resist the urge to weigh myself today, but I feel like I must have lost about 5 pounds of water weight, just yesterday.

Last night, I had a series of vivid dreams, many involving various kinds of tension --- poor communication, people inconveniencing me, trying to buy airline tickets... and then I also had one in which I kept accidentally eating Newman's chocolate-chocolate-chip cookies. I would hand all the cookies away, and then find that I had more, or that I was eating more. I just couldn't get rid of them. The taste was very vivid. It was similar to dreams I have, every once in a while, when I suddenly realize I've been drinking mead, or vodka and coke, like I just forgot to abstain, and then I freak out.

Today, I'm finding that food preparation takes too long. But I made it through a significant challenge. My family always, always, goes out to Dunkin Donuts on Election Day. I ate some low-fat cheese* before heading out, and then had a skim milk sugar free latte, as a treat. The kids were very helpful. They chose m-n-m donuts, which frankly, just looked gross.

*Historically, I hate low-fat cheese. It is from the evil. Lo and behold my commitment, as I eat the low-fat cheese.


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[info]spiralsongkat
2008-02-05 05:08 pm UTC (link)
Good for you! Keep going! I have a hunch that you're going to see some very satisfying results in this first week.

Wouldn't it be nice to be able to have these dreams, and wake just enough to say, "Oh! It's a dream! I can indulge with no unpleasant aftermath!" Alas, anxiety dreams never seem to work that way; that's just the nature of the beast.

Now I have a cozy mental picture of the four of you at Dunkin Donuts. Come to think of it, I got my breakfast from Dunkin Donuts this morning, too!

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[info]onecrazymother
2008-02-05 05:26 pm UTC (link)
oh, and I had a neat experience about breakfast that I meant to post, thanks for reminding me...

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[info]podling
2008-02-05 05:44 pm UTC (link)
Some low-fat cheeses are not so bad. I particularly like the low-fat farmers cheese from the amish market. Part of the issue is that it so varies from variety to variety as well as vendor to vendor.

And I hear you on the dreams. I've been having amazingly vivid yet annoyingly persistant dreams and it's just... vexing! (I do love that word)

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[info]trish_punch
2008-02-05 05:50 pm UTC (link)
Bravo for you for sticking to your commitment!!

And a pat on the back to your boys for picking out treats that are "grown-up revulsive."

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