onecrazymother (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} onecrazymother) wrote,@ 2008-02-13 12:51:00 |
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dreams and snow
The anxiety dreams continue, although last night they were interspersed with vivid wonderful dreams. One of walking silently through the snow, watching various animals, and then eventually flying over the snowy landscape. Very vivid, very enjoyable.
I also dreamt a happy dream of someone who prefers I not be in their life, and then that was followed by an awful anxiety dream of trying to figure out whether the first part had really been a dream or had really happened (harder to do from within a dream). Of course, I was very sad to realize it had only been a dream.
And another vivid dream in which I was attacked and defended myself, but then had to deal with all the repercussions of it.
And another wonderful dream, of meeting total strangers on a bus, and winding up spontaneously singing with them. It was a magical feeling of immediate kinship.
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It is snowing, and I want to bake and eat yummy things. I suppose I could make soup. I've been having tea.
The anxiety dreams continue, although last night they were interspersed with vivid wonderful dreams. One of walking silently through the snow, watching various animals, and then eventually flying over the snowy landscape. Very vivid, very enjoyable.
I also dreamt a happy dream of someone who prefers I not be in their life, and then that was followed by an awful anxiety dream of trying to figure out whether the first part had really been a dream or had really happened (harder to do from within a dream). Of course, I was very sad to realize it had only been a dream.
And another vivid dream in which I was attacked and defended myself, but then had to deal with all the repercussions of it.
And another wonderful dream, of meeting total strangers on a bus, and winding up spontaneously singing with them. It was a magical feeling of immediate kinship.
......................
It is snowing, and I want to bake and eat yummy things. I suppose I could make soup. I've been having tea.
